Stress...Stress...Stress

Salam.....

26 Jan 2011..tarikh yg i xkn lupekan... sbb pe..?? haa...bile dijadikan bahan 'eksperimen' kat kelas. 

Habis jek presentation group i (seman, i, san), tbe2 air mata terus laju jekk nak kuar. i pun pelik nape la benda kecik mcm tu pn nk tocing sgt..haishh... mcm2....

maybe i stress sgt time tu...stress psl pe ek...hmm.. ntahla..fening fale ni fikir... dushh..!!

ok...cerita nya begini...group i ni adalah group 1 yg kena present utk subjek PM (performance management). So, a few days before we present, i dh sruh seman tnye lecturer tu nk kami present mcm mane...so that, we'll pe prepared (kott....) .

Then, our lecturer just said "just present k my dear.....". So, from that aspect, i will think of he just want a simple presentation as we are the 1st group.

But, for your information, i've already study about the whole chapter n practice my slide....a night before the day...continued with the morning.....n at lunch..i still go back n practice.. mase tu, klas PM pkul 4.30ptg...

so bnyk kali dh practice n knon2 cm dh ready....

Tiba masanya....kami kne la present... sebelum present tu..Mok sempat la bitau i lecturer tu komen mcm2 n die sruh ber baju kurung utk presentation. Formal la kan.....

So,bile i dh dgr Mok ckp cmtu...maybe dh tmbh stress kat i...1 of my weakness...cpt sgt terpengaruh...

saat i dgr Mok ckp mcm tu...i dh start fikir yg i msti xblh bwat..Goshh...!!

ok...start je presentation tu...san n asma dh present mcm biase...n diorg mmg sgt hati kering sbb bley je jwb bile lecturer tu komen n ask anything..i ni..???

what happened to me..?? i mmg seriously xbley d ganggu mse tgh present...n most of the thing psal language..grammar... so all that nonsense make me ber celaru sesgt beb....huh..!!

em xpela..i xnk crite lbey2 psl yg lain2 n mcm ne i bley ter tocing sesgt...hhahhhaaa

Tp mse i kuar n ngis tu..thanks la kat kwn2 yg sudi memujuk hati yg lara ni...cewahhh

Ade gak yg bg smangat n said.."nape u x ngis jek dpn die..?? let he know what he is doing"  emm....ape ekh...???haa...time tu ngis kn..so xbley nk pk sgt...n she really2 xsokong dgn ape yg lecturer tu buat kat group kami.....lastly, "bengang" sgt bile baru dpt tahu kami ni "bhn eksperimen" jekk...so kami kene present lg skali n buat lebih baik...if u all kat tmpt i...bengang x..??? argggghhhhhhh.............!!!!!!!!!!!

Skrg ni, dlm pale otak i pk..ptut la lecturer i asyik ganggu mse kami present n mcm2 die trus komen...lg2 language..grammar.....

I risau bile kne komen...tkut mrkh trus tolak..so we are given the second chances.......promise for myself to do better....!!! chaiyokk...!!!

I xkn jadikn menangis tu alasan n buat I ptah smangat...!! n i xboleh pk negatif psl that lecturer. maybe it's his way...so up to him...I have to respect him...okayy..!!

I nk share something..bile i ngadu kat "someone" mlm td...psl i nangis xpasal2 tu...what he said...once again he gave me a good advice.... "ngis is terapi...gud 4 ur health...sbr ek...." ok...thanks

Thanks also to fendi, wawa n ade sorg lg kakak tu...i lupe name die....papepun thanks coz they tried to give me support...even i tgh ngis...tp btul ckp asma...org tgh ngis pjuk cmne pun xjln...let me rileks dulu...sbb i ni klu tgh ngis..mmg laju.....jek air mate klu ade org pjuk...hahhhhaaa.......  Cengeng...!!!!

xlupe..of course seman n san...my lovely frens.....thanks n cyg kamoo....mmuahhh....

Habis jek class...utk meng ubat kan hati yg lara ni..cewahh..i ajak seman g Jusco...sbb..?? 

shopping la...pe lg...huhuu.

i buy something yg dh lme i nk beli....I prnh ter baca....sometimes klu kite kecewa....buy something utk diri kita..utk kita lebih menghargai diri kita...xpyh mhl2...ckup stakat bwat kite puas n happy..k

So kalau nk tahu...apekah yg dibeli oleh saye...haha... next entry k...

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